20250801 Thoughts..

God grants us more than sufficient income, but i feel broke still given one of the reason is that i have a high maintenance and unstable wife.

I can't blame things on her because we made the decisions together. You can never clap with just one hand so i must admit that i am at fault also. I give in too easily, each time is due to my soften heart that solely wants her to be happy..

I dont know if i can continue this on until i say "let's divorce.."

I can't say it....

            I can't do it....

Let's just sell the house and start over....