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My heart is packed with bitterness, mostly towards to people i used to hang out with.. ever since i've found out that they've been criticizing me in the back.

I know i have to reflect on things....  but what is with me? i am really not articulate at all..

what do i really want from them?
i want them to stop criticizing people since i don't judge anyone
i want their blessings
i want them to stop being so fake and act like they care when they don't
care for them routinely instead of only when things happen... FUCK YOU