20210629 In Texas

Well.. we are finally in Texas, in fact, we arrived 4 days ago. The first 2 days were busy running around then 3rd/4th day had slowed down and depression had started to come.

-i dont want work to start next week.. i dont want to work

-i dont know what to expect in the new role

-i feel so lonely

-is this decision wrong in moving to tx?

-i want ada to be happy, hope that shes not sad

-i miss my friends

-if we move to a place with family, it would be a lot easier

Im so negative.... i suck..

20210618 well..big day and results revealed

Its been over a month since i have posted. A lot of things had happened including the packing of our house moving to Texas and also a job offer, multiple job offer in fact. So in April we had successfully received an offer for house and the past two months have been really hectic doing interviews with Texas local jobs and also cleaning up the house, packing for the move, coordinating with everything that I needed to do for the move which have been really hectic but now I am a little bit happier to say that today is the day for the moving company to come to our house and just move everything. We have so much things and we have about 32 boxes and along with other Furniture so it was a lot of packing but finally...we are done packing. Right now I am sitting in the kitchen waiting for the moving company to come and we will see how that goes... may the Lord be with us in this move and in this journey.  So on top of that, back to the job, in the past few months since March, i actually had 4 offers and I had to regretfully rejected 3 of them and I've taking up a position with EBS for a full stack engineering manager role which is under Tricia. I really don't know how that will go yet and as I'm finishing up my current rotation(now my ex), they were already sending me invites to different meetings and it was a bit overwhelming so I don't know how that will go.. hope that everything is going to be smooth and the members/ situation I just have to work on it one by one and ensure everybody is good to go. For 5he record, this job I plan to stay at least 2 - 3 years and I don't know what will happen next but if my passion still wants me to do classified work then I will apply to Aero or MFC for the roles. We will see what happens hopefully God will allow me to understand his will and also will allow me and give me strength to glorify him.

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