20210328 First Opportunity Interview

Well.. its been a nervous last couple days, the interview is finally arriving tmr.. i have been prepping since thurs and so i hope everything i prepared for will be useful.

Lord,  i will leave you everything and will just try my best. Thank you Lord for the opportunity and thank you for having Brothers around me that supported me in prayers. I will be obedience to you and may you close this door if this is not the right fit for me. Lord i know that you have the best plan for me. Amen! 

20210323 First TX Potential Opportunity

Got an email to provide more security info yesterday followed by a phone call from HR today for my first TX potential Opportunity. I am definitely nervous, its another FSL interview set for next Monday so i better prep it well.

I am definitely not confident but Lord please guide me and prepare me for the role that you want me to be in. 

20210317 What's next...actually?

I wonder whats next for me.. Susan's opportunity seems like it could be a fit but i am asking if it could be remote ae i want to move to texas. Lord, please guide me and open a door for me...

20210316 Hang in there!

Last Increment now... come on,  hang in there,  you can do it,  Randy!!!

Can't wait for the next opportunity! 

20210314 Happy Pie Day

Yearly Happy Pie Day!

And also my weekly depressed night..

Its Sunday Night..

20210307 Can't wait for next opportunity

Ever since my Monday conversation with him, we haven't really spoken at all and it almost feels like he doesn't want to have anything to do with mebut i could really be wrong. Or maybe it has been like that for the longest time and it didn't stick out until i paid more attention to it.

I think i am ready to move on, i can't wait to know what my next opportunity is and may God bless me and show me the path. I also can't wait to move... i am one again going to list my house and targeting to be mid next month,  hope that everything goes well..

20210301 Bittersweet Decision

Man.. well.. what needed to be done had been done. Its bittersweet and i had finally said no plus officially declined the offer, there goes my money/flexibility/clearance/Opportunity.

I, in a way, am really grateful, and glad that i have someone like Sara who concurred with me and understands exactly what i am going thru. Without her concurrence and encouragement i dont think i would be able to solidify my decision. Thank God for putting her in my path. Ada is definitely happy...

May God lead my path because i am extremely vulnerable now and i can only hope that i will be able to line up a job.

Lord..i have to trust in You and thats all i can do. Please kindly grant me a position that You feel fits me. Amen..

20210228 Final Decisions in 2 days

Since i have received an official offer from HR last wed,  i have to respond within the next 2 days.

I have set up a meeting with Sara hoping she would provide me her thoughts. I have read my past post and i know i probably shouldn't take it but i will need some push and a way of saying no to someone i respect.

Tough decision...

Opportunity & Money vs Anxiety & Stress