Saturday, October 31, 2020
20201031 Post Rotation Thoughts
The chance of working for the same team after this rotation is getting slimmer and slimmer, not because i don't like the people, but the directions and path of this work. On top of leadership and direct mission experience, from a day to day level, i am definitely more interested in data related things which maybe is why i loved the old EO or the last position before ATLP. Also, i am not getting the direction/guidance/training that i would like which increases my stresses and anxiety and requires me to "figure out everything" myself. Its all a good learning process but also a struggling process..
Sunday, October 25, 2020
Saturday, October 24, 2020
20201024 Extremely Overwhelmed from Work
It has been an extremely stressful week for me, on Monday night somehow I had a quick 1-2mins vague call with the manager to tell me about some engagement and the next day i was CCed in an email stating i would be the primary POC in charge of it. Then the only other thing i got from the manager was an email stating we should meet to discuss it. Long story short, i received basically no direction, no training, and no further details on it. I had to dig thru everything to see if i can get some hint/info somewhere. This will hopefully end in mid feb.. Then yesterday(thursday), suddenly i was asked to coordinate a task out of nowhere and have a team of people with no experience, same thing, without any background or resources..how am i suppose to lead anything without any content? I am not the type of leader to say, "this is what we need so go figure it out yourself".. i like being able to provide them the info and resource they need in order to success, give them the direction they need instead of struggling thru stress.. this task will end in about a month....
Only 3.5 months into this rotation and i am still not enjoying.... i think i already know if i will continue working under current manager after this rotation, ugh when will this end?
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