20231206 Same Feeling at Work

Why do I hate my job now.....?

20230924 Special day?

Special day? Definitely feeling defeated by stomach bug all weekend....

20230902 Being Genuine

Yes, people do disappoint us, but its life as we also disappoint others whether i know it or not. All we can do is to try our best to do our own due diligence along with being as genuine as possible. We are all sinners and i am not perfect. 

20230823 Feelings of CA

After arriving for 5-6days, i have realized how much i dont really like CA, other than the airport, temperature, view of nature, and some chinese restaurant, there's nothing really great about it. Houses and area are old/unworthy of millions of dollars, humidity is yucky when its in 80s*, family doesnt feel like its family.

Nothing feels better than home, and my home now is DFW.

Also..i have become so anti-social...

20230219 FCBC New Start

Today was the first time to lead worship in FCBC, after ~4+yrs not serving, God had called me once again to serve Him thru music and praise. Thank You Lord for the opportunity and thank You God for granting me great partners. Please allow me to stay humble and allow me to continue to learn from others. 

I know that it was not perfect,  but i had given 100% and thats exactly what pleases God. May God be glorified and May God continue to mold me.

20230208 Rat

Im sad.. hate the rat race! 

20230125 Life is Interesting

God is Good, God keeps life interesting and provide situations for us to rely on Him more, knowing that He is the Lord. Blessed be the name of our Lord. 

20230124b Time's up

This is it i think, time to settle.

A proper closure to passion/challenge, as stability and peacefulness are most important

20230124 Blessed be the name of the Lord

Naked I came from my mother's womb, and naked shall I return. The LORD gave, and the LORD has taken away; blessed be the name of the LORD

20230109 Reading about patience

They wanted their current situation and circumstances to change immediately instead of recognizing that their temporary discomfort was for a purpose—to get them to their joyful destination!

Painful waiting (suffering) has the by-product of patience, and patience has the by-product of character.

20230103 9days for a Month

Anxiety sucks, little things happen and you are basically all screwed.

- Am i doing ok at my job? Will i be ok?

- Will anything happen to my job?

- Do i have backup plan if i get let go?

I do miss stability,  i miss being home with Ada, i miss calmness and peacefulness

Did i ask for more than i could chew?

Its all too late to look back,  need to suck it up/block my emotions/keep my head up and focus on the future. Knowing God had led me thru all obstacle up until now,  He will continues to guide me.

I had almost fell asleep driving home today, am so tired! 

20230102 New Year First Thought

Happy New Year!!!

Whats the first real thought of 2023?

"I definitely don't want to work tomorrow"