20241006 Control..

I am extremely angry but i need to control myself...

20240915 I wonder...

Its been a little over a month since we have moved to PA... still have a piece of texas in my heart, and of course i love it.

I wonder how's our house doing? is everything still ok over there? It feels so distanced as we dont have camera set up and I cant see what is going on...

Work has been tough in the past 2 weeks, a lot of things that i need to figure out how to "own it" and just sucking it up as I cant wait for someone to hold my hand. That feeling of "not wanting" is there but i must rely on God. God had gotten me thru all prior challenges hence He will continue to strengthen me and guide me thru it! 

May my Lord Jesus Christ help me to embrace my current season...

"He's faithful through generations, so why would He fail now?! "

Firm Foundation(He Won't)

20240902 Missing Texas

I miss Texas....

20240808 2 more days..

Packers came yesterday and mover/loaders came today which i was pretty frustrated with the way they handled things

Packers(came on Aug 7 led by Jose): 

- Pros: Friendly/Efficient/Packed with care

- Cons: Could not wear bootie due to safety reason(?)

Movers:

- Pros: Persevered loading thru texas heat

- Cons: No Bootie/ did not protect carpet while loading with handtruck so rolled handtruck directly onto carpets/ moving pads for our designer furniture were not new & pretty dirty/ Left house dusty due to used & dirty pads along with small tape pieces on floor or carpet in multiple places/ did not flush after using bathroom/ 3 scratches on wall which need to be touched up/ did not wrap loose item such as indoor-used ladder claiming there is no point with "G11 move" so I will expect to have to deep clean all indoor household items once I receive them

Anyway... 2 more days..i really miss certain things in tx..

20240730 Missing TX

It is currently Tuesday, less than 2 weeks from leaving TX, and I absolutely am missing this place already.

1) Christian-based state

2) Friendliness of people

3) Modern env(plano/frisco/prosper/celina area)

4) Gateway church

5) Our lovely house

6) Fcbc friends

7) TX BBQ

.....

God brought us here to learn, and i am forever grateful for His provision and experience that He allowed us to walk thru..

20240328 Funeral..

The main goal of attending a Funeral is to support those whom were left behind? 

20240116 Depressed

Starting to be depressed...

Also traveling to Marietta tomorrow..

20240110 Continued guidance from God

God clearly closed the doors for me but I trust that as He closes doors, He will open a window for me.

I fully trust in the Lord, even if He doesn't grant it, Praise be to our only God! Thank You Lord for letting me experience them previously!

Pretty peaceful with a "Oh Well" mindset

20240101 Here comes 2024!

Feeling lonely...

Happy 2024!