20210113 Difficult Conversation

Difficult conversation is always.. hard! Now i have to prepare for it... randy you have to read this in couple months and see what had actually happened..i know these are all part of my responsibility so i have to suck it up but it just sucks..

So they had posted a req for me in early dec, one of the sr mgr had just spoken with me about it yesterday and asked me to consider it. I had shared my concerns with him and he felt that they are workable, the team had also created another req today but i dont think i should apply to either... i dont think this environment will give me satisfaction even if i might be successful in it(just like now,  why is everyone giving me great feedback and i have a lot of visibility but yet i am sad/stressed/anxious all the time?) 

Starting in April, Texas job it is... but keeping an open mind, never say never