20200823 Vent about work

6 weeks had passed and still trying to settle into it. I know how to deal with it due to my past experiences but i just cant control my heart/feeling hence i just need a platform to vent. I do not need advice/comfort and i simply just want people to listen i guess. I don't think i enjoy what i am doing right now and i am not performing as well as i would like to so the best part is weeknights and weekends