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Praise God for allowing me to be with my wife. She's truly wonderful and the one i love so so much! Thank You Lord for allowing us to support one another, allowing us to stick with one another in the midst of all struggles.

We are all not perfect, we argue, get mad at each other and we drive each other insane but we both know that we can safely do all those because we love each other and we dont need to hide anything.

Work, in this new role(2 weeks in), is stressing me out. I feel like i am not performing and not doing a great job. As an ATLP, i am suppose to contribute, perform, and excel. It bothers me alot...

Maybe Ada is right,  i should just join EBS and take things easy? Weekends/down time havent felt so treasurable for so long and i didnt realize how good i had it....

I purposely wrote these down in order to capture this for the future....

Hang in there, Randy... for God is with you! Psalms 23!