Survival..

Here is something that i really would love to have:

Its called "Bear Grylls Survival Series Ultimate Knife, Serrated Edge" by Gerber which could be found cheaper on Amazon.com... Reason I think this is useful is that I still think one day God will put me or everyone in a situation where IT doesn't matter, or business knowledge is no longer needed and all there is would be the survival skills we need in the wild. I guess that is what really got me into learning how to start fires, and other survival skills that I might need... This set is VERY useful where it contains a high quality knife, fire starter, and a whistler so they're really what we need if we're left into an isolated island...

anyhow.. I am in an very unstable mindset right now.. this house pisses me off and I really would love to move out asap...
Pressures... I think everything contains pressures but sometimes we just have some holdbacks where we can't get away...
1) Classes were pressuring me but I wanted to get the degree
2) Living here pressures me but I want to save up money....

Thoughts of the moment: I am so fragile without God...